Hmm
i dont know if this is just me and where i live but...
but no matter where i lived
Uk(northants) - Gibraltar - Malta
all the people that i have made mates with Smoked Green...
Now i sat back yesterday and thought to myself... DAM
ive wasted 13 years of my life smoking this crap... i dont smoke cigarettes
so this was my ciggy... wake up n smoke till i go sleep
and not feeling the stone that hit me like i was a kid but more like a form meditation for me..
well all that bull crap aside... i hate myself.
ive abuse my body for years now... and im slowly feeling the effects
Now im on a mission to quit the beloved GREEN.... and break this Wall that is stopping me becoming the man i actually should be..
without going into to much detail.. i feel green stops my learning process .. meaning.. i learn a whole month of info
but after the next month comes... i seem to have to siv my memory for the info and really think hard..
to when i was a younger fitter mind i didnt have to think much atall ... my mind was like a quantum hard drive,
now i feel my mind is not even a Dual Core.....
i dont really want to talk to anybody at home about this, but i have to get this off my chest ...
so i thought i might aswell just get abused on lomcn :s
i never thought giving up this would be so hard
Sweats
headaches
Stomach cramps
and now im getting a light fever.... this is crap been 2 days and i feel to kill myself lol (not literally)
all my Friends gave up like its was nothing
I feel i have lost a part of me... however stupid that sounds..
im sure this will pass and i will be buzzing i finally quit... but i just feel ruff
and want to express how im feeling
i dont know if this is just me and where i live but...
but no matter where i lived
Uk(northants) - Gibraltar - Malta
all the people that i have made mates with Smoked Green...
Now i sat back yesterday and thought to myself... DAM
ive wasted 13 years of my life smoking this crap... i dont smoke cigarettes
so this was my ciggy... wake up n smoke till i go sleep
and not feeling the stone that hit me like i was a kid but more like a form meditation for me..
well all that bull crap aside... i hate myself.
ive abuse my body for years now... and im slowly feeling the effects
Now im on a mission to quit the beloved GREEN.... and break this Wall that is stopping me becoming the man i actually should be..
without going into to much detail.. i feel green stops my learning process .. meaning.. i learn a whole month of info
but after the next month comes... i seem to have to siv my memory for the info and really think hard..
to when i was a younger fitter mind i didnt have to think much atall ... my mind was like a quantum hard drive,
now i feel my mind is not even a Dual Core.....
i dont really want to talk to anybody at home about this, but i have to get this off my chest ...
so i thought i might aswell just get abused on lomcn :s
i never thought giving up this would be so hard
Sweats
headaches
Stomach cramps
and now im getting a light fever.... this is crap been 2 days and i feel to kill myself lol (not literally)
all my Friends gave up like its was nothing
I feel i have lost a part of me... however stupid that sounds..
im sure this will pass and i will be buzzing i finally quit... but i just feel ruff
and want to express how im feeling